I have fallen again. The other day I thought of going to Chennai, to render a hand in the rehabilitation camps there. Got all excited and all geared up. Again one of those things which u want to do, because you REALLY want to do.
Then came the planning and friends gathering part- are you in, do u wanna come, can I count u, the office servicve organization, talked to a couple. Answers- ya, lets see, is it wise etc. Result- wasted an hour. Time to get back to work. After some time, felt like giving it a second try. Asked some more pals, this time came the advices- boy you will create more chaos, it won’t help, infact it doesn’t make sense!! Ok ok..I am convinced. After all everyone gave reasons. Will have the New Year party here in Hyderabad, that’s the sensible thing to do!
Now this isn’t the first time this has happened. Looking back at the reasons I am not sure that is this because I tend to go along with people or may be simply I am not sure of myself. BTW, am I sure of anything? May be that’s why I really look up to people who live by their beliefs and their ethos. I too try that umpteen times, but alas! The second hander in me wins :-(
Passing thought:- Apni marzi ke kahan apne safar ke hum hain, rukh hawaoon ka jidhar ka hai hai, udhar ke hum hain.
Man..u are talking about one hour..i wasted 7 hours!!
ReplyDeletein fact i was about to pack my bags and was scheduled to leave this afternoon when one of the not-so-interested-i-am-interested guy backed out..
Only i know how desperate i was...
truely a defeat within....
thats the harsh truth....truth that is there with everybody, to some extent at least.
ReplyDelete@ Maverik
ReplyDeleteWhat can I say? Both of Us need to move ahead, on OUR OWN.
@ Dhwani
ReplyDeleteYa 'am waiting, but I guess it won't happen all of a sudden, changes called for, me trying.
@ Vaibhav
ReplyDeleteAnd everyone suffers. Maybe everyone needs to change.
@vlvs
ReplyDeleteI know that, and I feel sorry for it for myself.
@Prayank
ReplyDeleteThanks. This ghazal is ur fav.? I guess ur not among the ones who move on with the wind. Anyways, keep visiting.
Its the time for the new post u lazy dog..
ReplyDeleteIts been a year since u posted anything,..
;-)
hey abhay! thanx for droppin at mah blog :) ....y dont u hav a haloscan? then ppl like me wont havta post as 'anonymous' :))...
ReplyDeleteabt ur post: goin wid the drift seems the normal thing to do at times....but goin against it makes one feel more in tune wid oneself, neh?
anyway, im leaving my blog address again...in case u've lost it :p --> http://nabeela.rediffblogs.com ...c ya around!
Nabzz
@ Nabaaz
ReplyDeleteThanks to you too. Welcome here. Going with the wind makes one feel in tune with oneself..really? or in tune with the 'wind' ..the choice is all ours.
Haloscan, ya! thats due. work hasn't been giving too much time to fool around with the blog, you see the dates between the last two posts.
C u then.
Good one Abhai ... The second thoughts come to everybody i guess... But maybe we should just try to project the first hander & suppress the second one..
ReplyDeleteU have a way of putting forth your thoughts in a very concise manner .. great going... looking forward to more of instincts... :-)