'WISH'ous circle

How often do we feel that had things been otherwise it would have been so much better? But this dosen't happen very often that we don’t even know what we are wishing.
So good it happened, I feel so happy for the person. But what if the events would have been they way I look at them. Hey but! I am so happy…coz after many suffering some one else is. But had things gone the way they were and the way I wished…only if…!! ‘am I being bad, or just human. And anyways are humans ever good?

Passing thought:- confused??….so ‘am I!